Just Get Low

I don't know what the cure is for feeling a lot like you're in the middle of things. A how-to remember that love is life and life is love. Some days, come with more resolve than others; I know exactly what I want to say and to whom. I waste no time waiting for a text, because the day is long and so are the possibilities. We feel inspired, in tune, connected to whatever it is that we love the most. We live in the moment, stripped of fear, and we feel limitless, vast, up for anything, and anything is up for us, too. Some days, are so clear and so obviously ours to take. Others, I wake up and can

barely decide what to wear. My indecision towards these black overalls or those mom jeans, really just means I'm too distracted to tell what I feel, want, or maybe even need. I know that I'm a flustered girl, at times, with my mind always on one thing or another; I'm worrisome, and that may never really change. Still, I wouldn't consider myself to be high-maintenence. Or, not the type of high-maintenance that I find to be most annoying, at least.

It's unfortunate that sometimes what fuels us is what has hurt us before. But letting go, is love, too.

Ride the Wave,

is my favorite phrase and you should know that even when shit hits the fan, it still applies. My just-keep-going spirit, is only the most powerful tool I've been raised to respect. And, being a princess aside, standards are just not something that a single girl in the city should be willing to compromise. That new diet, having an extra glass of wine at the bar, staying over his when you have an early call-time; all things I wholeheartedly believe can be nudged to lean in whichever direction makes you the happiest, in that moment. So, when a girl expects a little extra something out of life, can you really blame her? It's okay to live

a little

in the middle of things, to cry for help, if you need to. To remember, that after all, the sky is always blue and you can't spend today, or any day, as someone else.

It's sunny and it's warm, and I'm exactly where I'm meant to be.